For the past few..

months things have been very trying for our family. Chemo treatments are not working as thought so the duration for chemo is still about another 3 mo which is not much but still long. Every day when I wake up I thank God for everything he has given to me for protection. As much as I wish things were better, I am even more glad they are not worse. Through this experience I have come to rely on faith a lot more than ever planned. That's the way it works right! I can honestly say I am blessed. It is amazing how things come to pass, for me I think it all started with Leo. Leo went in for a big bump on his head that was found by me, while cutting his hair. Well one thing led to another and he went in for surgery. I was so scared for my sweet little Leo. What was I going to do? I asked the lord a couple of times just to let me be the one, that all of this terrifying thing is happening to. But what I didn't realize at the time is that It was happening to me. All my fears were real, I was more scared that my son. I never thought in all my years that I would have to muster up faith from way down deep in my heart, just to be able to be able to let him go into surgery. The Doc said that something could go wrong . That's all i thought about till Leo went in. Then all I felt was peace. In every inch of mt body. Enduring faith will pull you through. And it did. I really do believe that through that experience I have been able to get so far with this one for the time being. who know whats in store for me tomarrow. Just thought some of you might want to know how things came to be so trying.